Kleptomaniac

Someone who steals 'worthless' items for no apparent reason. 

'She' is a kleptomaniac, why steal my heart away? its worthless to you. 

I would have given it to you, if you just asked. Its worthless to me. 

-Ken. 

What You Want and Whats Morally Right.

Have you ever yearned for something and got so close to getting it, but you let it slip away? The next thing you know you're in your car singing all the sad love songs on your playlist. 

These things happen when you don't know what you want. We seem to be so assured of ourselves and yet we can't decide what in actuality we want. Consistently pondering on whether or not this is the right decision, ignoring the fact of what's morally right. Somewhere during your lifespan, you will have to make sacrifices. Sometimes those sacrifices will indeed benefit you in the future, considering you're sacrificing the present for the future. But then again, you continue to ask yourself "Is this really worth it?". Is it really worth sacrificing the gift of the present for the future when you have no idea of what the future has in store for you? 

I am unwilling to establish any type of commitment. Perhaps not necessarily unwilling but afraid. 

We learn to live with what we've lost. Sometimes you have to sacrifice yourself because you know deep inside you're really not worth her time. Just be thankful that you got to spend some time with her, and let her go. You may want her, but its morally right to let her go, cause she deserves so much better. 

Hypothetical. 

Lets set some goals, not a checklist.

Some things to do before I leave this world. (in no specific order)
1. Meet Alyssa Bernal & give her a hug.
2. Score 30pts in a league game because i feel like i'm capable.
3. Make a youtube video and have 100 people view it.
4. Be committed to one significant other and begin a new life with her.
5. Fight a grizzlybear.
6. Open a boba store, casino, or korean bbq restaurant.
7. Play a song on the piano for a girl, have her jumby over it.
8. Write a song.
9. Write and publish my own Hallmark card.
10. Go to a Detroit Pistons game.
11. Have a good dream come true.
12. Witness a poltergeist.
13. Sing in front of an audience, and sound good.

More to come.

Meet Mike.

CT, DJ KS COLLABO feat. Alyssa Bernal a.k.a kenny's wifey. from Michael Angeles on Vimeo.

Blogspot, i'm sure you are already quite acquainted with Mr. Mike, but to all my fans out there, meet Michael a.k.a CT camel toe. Great(est) friend of mine, visits almost every summer and i may not say it but i appreciate it dearly no bruno. 

Alyssa Bernal is still my dream girl, if you're reading this, please marry me =]

People Understand.

So I was listening to this song (no homo) and it made me realize a few things. Life gets a little easier to endure when friends and family accept you for your craziness. Those are the kind of people I would want to stick around. Everyone has those moments where everything is just going downhill and you just want to hide. Someone who understands knows your tendencies and continue to endure life WITH you. Sooner or later smiles are inevitable when you realize you're accepted.
This notion also light bulbs me on the subject of troubled relationships. This might sound superficial but if we can all look pass the exteriors of individuals, we could possibly find 'love'. Love seekers are blinded by the exterior perception of an individual, which is somewhat ironic because true love can only be found INSIDE. Most relationships end due to lack of communication. We fail to accept each other for the flaws that we all possess. We fail to set aside our own wants and needs to consider our loved one's wants and needs. This is a give and receive world, you can't expect to receive all the time (no pun intended).

-Kenny.