What You Want and Whats Morally Right.

Have you ever yearned for something and got so close to getting it, but you let it slip away? The next thing you know you're in your car singing all the sad love songs on your playlist. 

These things happen when you don't know what you want. We seem to be so assured of ourselves and yet we can't decide what in actuality we want. Consistently pondering on whether or not this is the right decision, ignoring the fact of what's morally right. Somewhere during your lifespan, you will have to make sacrifices. Sometimes those sacrifices will indeed benefit you in the future, considering you're sacrificing the present for the future. But then again, you continue to ask yourself "Is this really worth it?". Is it really worth sacrificing the gift of the present for the future when you have no idea of what the future has in store for you? 

I am unwilling to establish any type of commitment. Perhaps not necessarily unwilling but afraid. 

We learn to live with what we've lost. Sometimes you have to sacrifice yourself because you know deep inside you're really not worth her time. Just be thankful that you got to spend some time with her, and let her go. You may want her, but its morally right to let her go, cause she deserves so much better. 

Hypothetical.