Abandon.

As we grow up, some of us attempt to live life to the fullest. Yes, we must fullfill our utmost hopes and dreams without worrying about the possible consequences of failure. Those consequences can be bargained with when we're young, considering you have your parents' safety net. For example, you could spend all your earnings on clothes and candy but in the end, you would still have as much earnings as your parents do. You may get a little lecture on how to manage your money but 'what the hey' life's great!

What happens if you don't have that safety net?
I don't.

Hypothetically, if you had a son, wouldn't you want him to have a healthy life? Wouldn't you want to supply him with the necessary tools of LIFE before letting him live on his own? And when you do let him go, wouldn't you still keep an eye on him because well,
he's your son for God sake.

What happen to her 'motherly instincts'? I've realized that not ALL moms possess that gift.
All my life, I've lived with my grandma. I've seen my mom about once every year for a short period of time (for the past 3 years, i havent seen her at all). She has never given me advice, she has never taught me 'manners'. She has always had money though, so she has paid for my car insurance and my phone bill. Well now, i guess my mom has finally come to her senses, she realized that i'm not worth that $150 a month and has decided to completely
disown me. Sympathy? Pshh. I need none. I've lived more than half of my life without having to deal with her. I could live the rest of it the same way. 

Though, mother, I have some questions for you. 
Why?
Why must you leave me? How horrible of a son must i've been for you to completely abandon me? I've slowly matured throughout the years, therefore I will swallow my pride and apologize. I apologize for failing to be the perfect son you envisioned me to be. I'm sorry you gave birth to this monster, so I don't blame you mother. I don't blame you for leaving me on the doorsteps of my grandmother's house, like harry potter. 

People always leave. Even your mom. 



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